long time no honk!!

13 Nov, 2025

┤ long time no honk!! ┤

HI EVERYNYAN!!!!!!!

HAI EVERYNYAN =^__^= its been a while, hasnt it? you guys (probably 0 people) are probably wondering: WHAT HAPPENED TO NEPETA!? WHERE DID YOU GO????? HUH?????? ok. long story short i got super depressed and unmotivated to code. i also went through a huge ass rapid identity switch over the months which. wasnt fun either lol. identity issues sux 0/10 would not recommend
nepeta.pet went down because i was working on a new layout. that layout, unfortunately, ended up scrapped because i learnt that the person i was inspiring off was... not so great!! which blew my motivation away.
i had a layout in the works - callie.garden, but then boom, identity switch, im not that anymore!! its frustrating FSJKFSJKFSJK

mental-health wise i dunno how ive been. i have been put on medication this year tho!! thats good. ya.
most days just feel like one and its hard to stay aware when everything is so far away. not fun :(

AS FOR MY MAIN SITE... i need to actually get started on it again. crawling out of unmotivation hell is not easy. i have no clue when it'll be done. it'll be out when its ready ovo)b

mood: tired
listening to: one-eyed doll - wheels on the bus
reading: computer screen
watching: computer screen
playing: nothing
eating: nothing
drinking: milk

│ ─ posted on 13 Nov, 2025 :3 ┐ ☆

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